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03:49am 19/12/2004
  1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 23.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal...
5. ...along with these instructions.

I've used iso-8859-1 character encoding (which is the official name for the character set that Microsoft sometimes calls "ANSI") because in Western Europe and North America it's the character set that most text editors support.
 
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"cummings" (or "why american english is, and should be")   
03:33am 19/12/2004
 
mood: contemplative
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may i feel said he
(i'll squeal said she
just once said he)
it's fun said she


(may i touch said he
how much said she
a lot said he)
why not said she


(let's go said he
not too far said she
what's too far said he
where you are said she)


may i stay said he
(which way said she
like this said he
if you kiss said she


may i move said he
is it love said she)
if you're willing said he
(but you're killing said she


but it's life said he
but your wife said she
now said he)
ow said she


(tiptop said he
don't stop said she
oh no said he)
go slow said she


(cccome?said he
ummm said she)
you're divine!said he
(you are Mine said she)
 
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nobody said it was easy....   
03:23am 27/01/2004
 
mood: peaceful
no one ever said it would be this hard...
 
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i had something to say...   
03:16am 27/01/2004
  but i forgot what it was :O  
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signs of improvement   
03:13am 24/11/2003
  today, and for about ten days now, i have had to choose between sex, and illicit sex, and work. and i chose work. and it was a very good choice. i can tell.  
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10:28pm 26/08/2003
  I was trying to catch your eyes
Thought that you was trying to hide
I was swallowing my pain
I was swallowing my pain
 
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inevitable   
07:01am 03/08/2003
  inevitable

if there is any thing you want to do in life. any thing at all which you cant die without doing. do it now or forget about it.

death is something we first ignore, then avoid, and then try to cheat, through our life. our death, and the death of our own people. we dont understand death because we dont understand

life. we dont understand the purpose of our existence.

we dont understand the push of evolution, the curse of mortality that almost forces us to do something in our life that leaves behind a part of us for all eternity. and we do plenty of that. in being good, in being bad, in being selfish or indifferent, we do many, many things that change lives irrevocably. we change lives, for the better or for worse, but do we notice? are we even looking? or are we caught in this web of not understanding?

what if the purpose of our existence is to accept this lack of understanding? what if the purpose of our existence is an evaluation of faith? what if?

will we ever know?

why struggle against something as inevitable as life itself.

and we know it is inevitable. and yet when it touches us, it is beyond belief. beyond expectation. because it is beyond our understanding.

why struggle. give in to the emotions of the hour. move on. never forget who you are and what you want to be here for. and what she gave you which was hers to be part of you for ever. and by for ever i mean till your time and no more. for that is the ever which we avoid and seek as it suits us.

why struggle.

if there is any thing you want to do in life. any thing at all which you cant die without doing. do it now or forget about it.

NB this was a private note sent to a private person and i'm fully aware that the 'we' does not apply to everyone in general
 
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no update for j00   
12:52am 20/06/2003
 
mood: devious
<spathi-wa> Azrayel: i'm inviting you as a guest writer for my livejournal
<Azrayel> why would I write in your live journal?

-The End-
 
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LIFE   
10:38pm 01/05/2003
 
mood: aggravated
i feel fucking worthless. i take 36 hours in place of 24, doze off in place of showing up at work; making it more than 48hrs, and when i finally get my ass online the floppy wont work, and top it off with labour day being a national holiday so i'll be damned if theres one shop in this area selling floppies at this time.
AND FOR ONCE I HAD IT ALL DONE AND COMPLETED.
when i go home i'm gonna write the whole thing on a paper and bring it.
that doesnt solve the problem of converting the cp437 chars to iso8859, which i made a util in C for. i mean i can get the source code but then i'll need a compiler that can compile win32 binaries.

i would have been edgy and far beyond angsty. but i can only imagine what boss is going through because of all this.

can the world quit shitting all over me please? thank you.

PS: the util i talk about was a piece of work, less than 50 lines, it changes the stuff in-place (no having to handle two copies of the file), and does a 23 mb file in 3 seconds on my celeron 1.1ghz. i was actually happy about the way things were turning out
 
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hello   
01:08pm 29/04/2003
  i'm alive, and fine

theres so much to catch up with, i'll do it another time

in other news, i couldnt sleep last night

and then i couldnt wake up this morning
hello, btw :)
 
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so tired   
05:34am 01/02/2003
 
mood: tired
bah
dunno what to write
i slept enough today
but i feel tired already
been up since 11 last morning or so, but i slept for a while in the evening.
wonder whats up

work work work work work
i love my job!
there is NOTHING better than to get to do something you like and call it your job.
i love my music. it keeps me up! :)

that is all, for now.
 
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03:47am 04/01/2003
 
mood: sleepy
why are you so petrified of silence
here can you handle this?


























did you think about your bills, your ex, your deadlines
or when you think you're gonna die
or did you long for the next distraction
and all i need now is intellectual intercourse
a sould to dig the hole much deeper
and i have no concept of time other than it is flying
if only i could kill the killer
 
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i'm here   
03:36am 04/01/2003
 
mood: sleepy
I'm here. really. honest.


</td>
Don't talk to me of shattered dreams 
Of course you don't know what it means 
To live for someone else you just can't take 
Oh and when you're bitten by the truth 

You blame it on your misspent youth 
you never seem to learn by your mistakes.
So don't talk to me of wild wild angels 
Wild wild angels on the skyways 
Those wild wild angels on the highways of your life 
'Cause it's people like you who never knew 
What wild wild angels have to face. 
 
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02:00am 26/12/2002
 
mood: awake
MELLY CLITSMAS!!!!!!!
 
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greed   
01:58am 15/12/2002
 
mood: horny

LUST

 
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i'm cut   
03:21am 08/12/2002
 
mood: determined
but i'm not bleeding. i refuse to bleed.


Fly the ocean
In a silver plane
See the jungle
When its wet with rains
Just remember
Till you're home again
Or until I come home to you
You belong to me...
 
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i'm alive   
02:51pm 20/11/2002
 
mood: busy
i'm here. i'm getting things done. i'm happy, and grateful. i could not have done without the support i have received.

thank you.


i have a lot to do. more later
 
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05:52am 08/10/2002
  i dont think i'll be able to put the money down on that place anytime soon. 1400 is a lot. need to sleep now.  
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i'm alive   
02:40am 03/10/2002
 
mood: bored
yes. hooray.

my computer is broken. sob.

i've been on vacation for 10 days now.

its been one month since i updated this.

i'm looking for ways to raise $1400.

i gained 2 inches/10lbs in 60 days. i've been 126lb for 6 years till august. its... strange. clothes dont fit, bah.

if theres anything else worth mentioning i'll post later i guess.

ah, yes. i'm bored. the highlight of the past 48 hours is a little something stuck near one of my wisdom teeth that took 4 hours and various carpentry tools to extract. but its out now :(

i'm ranting. however, i'm not sad. things arent as bad as say, a month ago. actually things are much worse than back then but i've begun to see the brighter side of things i guess.
 
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PMS   
01:00pm 31/08/2002
 
mood: confused
sucks.
 
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